current thoughts..

March 2, 2009

Its been too long.
and now I need a vent. things arent right. i dont know what it is but somethings missing.
things arent how i want them. Friends, family, something is wrong.
why cant i just be ..happy? things are always bad for me, im always so negative about everything.
i used to be a loud happy crazy person that didnt give a fuck about anything, anyone, or what people thought of me.
all my friends were all that mattered. i didnt care about boys, or even think of them any different to my girlfriends.
and noone noticed me like that, i liked being noone.
I know what i need but im not sure it will fill the void. A job and a car, a camera. But theyre not what i neeeed.
then again i dont know what i want. nobody knows what i want. what do i want? i want to know.
what do i need to feel complete? who? what can i do….

Australia day

January 26, 2009

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i dont have a cameltoe!!

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maya<3

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fuck yesssss

 

kthxbye

First post & shit.

January 22, 2009

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So.. Hi.
Maya has pleaseantly invited me to her house for a swim.
I am looking at panadol, topical fruit slices?, a water bottle, empty cup, many a cd, a cool old skool camera and many other miscellaneous trinkets. I like chilling here, good times.

We got maccas for breakfast at 10am, took her brothers bikes, maya got bashed by her brother, we ate,  and talked about Aaron turning 20 in april, GLLL. So as we were eating some kid tried to steal the bikes..
But it turned out to be mayas little brothers, but at least we didnt have to treck back to hers uphill dragging along bikes hehe.
Were currently waiting on Aaron whose over 3 hours late, and not answering his phone.
HeAPs ReliAblEz!!1 We are eating toblerone and enjoyed a kayak ride in her pool not too long ago.
I like the frog fountain.. that doesnt work?

Kthxbye.